How I'm Feeling Now lyrics

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtrusive?
Well, it's been a minute now since I've had to tell the truth
I know I can, I will

Suppose I thought that, by this moment, I would have it figured out
But instead I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
I know I can, but I won't

Oh darling, it goes on, and on, and on
Always, forever, till I'm barely holding on
End of my failure and I know it won't be long
It won't be long till it's gone

So, here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
Thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
I know I can, but I won't

Oh darling, it goes on, and on, and on
Always, forever, till I'm barely holding on
End of my failure and I know it won't be long
It won't be long till it's gone

So, here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
Said, thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I won't lie
Oh, I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there
And no, I won't lie
I'm a mess, yeah
But I'll get there

So, here's to my beautiful life
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
On, and on, and on
Said, thought I'd be happier somehow
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now