Male Fantasy lyrics

Home alone tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue
She would never be
That satisfied
It's a male fantasy
I'm going back to therapy

'Cause I loved you then
And I love you now
And I don't know how
'Cause it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you

I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought we'd gеt along
But it wasn't so
And it's all I think about
When I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts I know thе deal

But I loved you then
And I love you now
And I don't know how
'Cause it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you

Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you